Married to Succubus in Spirit Realm

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Married to Succubus in Spirit Realm

Post by AdamRS » Mon Nov 24, 2014 6:39 am

Ever since I found this website and created an account to join in, I deeply wanted to share these supernatural experiences I've had with others, in the hope that those in the Body of Christ would be strengthened and empowered to march forward in warfare on their end. I'm truly convinced that almost all born-again Christians (not even counting the lost) have had encounters with the demonic; whether it was a Ouija board, "monsters" in the closet, or dreams in which the "people" interacted in a manner and level of intelligence beyond our mind's ability to generate on its own.

The Lord has been steadily inching me closer to complete deliverance. The rabbit hole runs deep, but I'm learning much in the process!

As the title states, I recently found out (through the help of another deliverance worker in Jay's ministry) that I was married to a "wife" in the spirit realm. One day prior to this, I had a weird dream where I was leading a team of mercenaries, SWAT-style, through this coliseum like building to find and eliminate bad guys. This didn't seem out of the ordinary; just a standard dream where one is doing pseudo random things in a pseudo random environment that wouldn't make much sense in the physical. Anyhow, towards the end I'm in this wide-open room where I encounter this short, pygmy-looking nude woman. Well, it reminded me of a woman, although its demeanor was more savage-like. I proceeded to pick it up and slam it around due to still being in my dream-state role of crime-fighting mercenary.

Here's where things get a bit graphic. Suddenly, as the thing begins to get up from off the ground, it begins to grab at and reach for my genitalia. As it does so, I get aroused (not proud to admit it...) and put up little resistance to its advances. Once it successfully grabs me in that area, I immediately wake up.

Upon awaking (I'm wearing pants and a belt over my underwear), I fully ejaculate. And while this is happening, it feels like a tiny hand is griping the end of my sexual organ. It didn't feel good, at all. Along with the embarrassment and shock, I also get terribly nauseous. Not going to lie--it felt like rape.

Immediately, I emailed the deliverance worker in Jay's ministry, who got back with me and informed that it sounded like I had a spirit wife, that needed to be immediately divorced and denounced in prayer to God. He linked me to a webpage containing a powerful set of warfare prayers which intricately denounce the details of this evil covenant (spiritual wedding rings, altars, legal documents, etc.) Yes, it covered a lot of detail, but we've got to remember that demons are strict, strict legalists. It kind of makes sense to me now why there's so many jokes about lawyers being in h*ll (pardon the humor). Finally, the deliverance worker also advised me to check my hands in the spirit realm for any rings or bands, indicating my "married" status. These were to be immediately taken off and renounced in the name of Jesus.

I had an intense session of prayer warfare later on that late evening, after which I affirmed the prayers from the webpage again and went to sleep. In this dream, I encountered more demonic spirits masquerading as different people I knew or seen (one even took the form of President Obama...). I believe a few of these were sent to the pit, as I recall calling God's holy angels to help me out during every encounter. Towards the end of this dream, I noticed a TV set in front of me on a stand. I immediately went toward it and checked my hands. On my right hand (ring finger), I noticed that it had what looked to be a darkened ring.

In faith, I pulled it off and denounced it in Jesus' name and called for God's holy angels to drag the spirit away from me. After giving this command, I could tangibly feel something being forcibly pulled off me from my left side! As this was going on, I began hearing this spirit's audible whispers, "No!...I love you...". I could taste victory.

However, I don't think this stubborn spirit was successfully cast out. Reason being, immediately after hearing that, I heard another audible voice from another part of my mind, saying something like "But I'm still here!". This abruptly caught my attention, as I sensed something going on and turned around. After turning my head, I saw a body of a familiar woman, scantily clad, dumped in front of me. This greatly caught me by surprise, as I woke up and yelled out in fright.

Not proud to admit this either, but the form of the familiar woman is a person from my past whom I had a strong series of sensual encounters with. She was married to another friend who was enlisted at the time, but was very intent on satisfying her unfulfilled lusts with others (not excusing my own advances). I didn't have intercourse with her, but I allowed the memories of flirting and heavy touching to build up a stronghold in me, which I fantasized over for years on end.

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Anyhow, despite the apparent setback, I'm thankful to the Lord and more inspired to continue on and fight. I'm getting closer to getting back everything that was stolen from me by the enemy. I do believe this will eventually lead to being ordained in the deliverance ministry; I just need to continue learning and getting freed on my end.

Hope this inspires others :wave: In Jesus' name, I testify to this account being true, to the best of my ability to recount it.
I asked the Lord one morning, "What can defeat them (demons)?". Immediately within my spirit, I felt the words "FAITH IN ME".

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Post by LUCIANA » Sun Mar 29, 2015 2:12 pm

SHALOM DEAR FRIEND IN 'THE LORD JESUS', PRAISE HIS HOLY NAME, THAK YOU FOR SHARING THIS POWERFUL EXPERIENCE, YES YOU ARE FREE INDEED IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF OUR 'LORD JESUS CHRIST'' DEMONS WILL FLEE.
I TOO HAVE DREAMS , PRAYER KEEPS ME STRONG, MY WEAKNESS HAS BEEN LACK OF LOVE IN MY EH PART, HE MARRIED ME FOR THE WRONG REASONS, AND HE NEVER LOVED ME, BUT I STAYED HOPING THAT HE WOULD SOME DAY, BUT HIS HEART WAS NEVER MINE, HE HAD A MARRIED WOMAN BEFORE WE MARRIED HE LEFT HER TO MARRY ME, BUT I UNDERSTAND NOW THAT SHE HAD HIS HEART AND SOUL EVEN NOW, I ONLY KNOWN SINCE 2007 WHEN HE CONFESSED, BUT HE HAS BACKSLID BADLY, COULD NOT TAKE MY REACTION.
DURING OUR LIFE TOGETHER HE WOULD HAVE ACCIDENTS, WHICH I FOUND STRANGE, BEING MARRIED HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A HUSDAND IN THE PHYSYCAL TOO, BUT HE NEVER WAS A LOVER, USED ME.
I HAVE BEEN WONDERING ABOUT HIS ACCIDENTS NOW I HAVE NO DOUBTS THAT HE HAS THIS DEMON, BUT HE WILL NOT GO FOR DELIVERANCE AND NOW HE HAS SINNED SO MUCH THAT IT WOULD TAKE A MIRACLE, I WAIT TO HAVE A PLACE TO GO AND LEAVE HIM.
HE RUINED MY LIFE NOW I BELONG TO 'THE LORD'', WE SHARE THE HOUSE ,NOTHING ELSE, HE STILL VERBALLY ABUSES ME, INSULTS ME, AND I PRAYED FOR HIM TO BE SAVED, HE COMMITTED HIS LIFE TO 'THE LORD JESUS'' BUT HAD ALL HIS DIRTY SECRETS, HE WAS NEVER SAVED, NO DELIVERANCE NO SALVATION, AND HE HAS FALLEN RIGHT BACK.
I GIVE THANKS ''TO THE LORD'' THAT YOU HAVE FOUND DELIVERANCE AND A BROTHER TO HELP YOU , BLESSINGS AND GLORY TO 'GOD'' FOR YOUR PERSEVERANCE AND SALVATION, IN THE LORD JESUS , LOVE L******** :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping:

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Post by AdamRS » Fri Jul 17, 2015 2:31 am

Hi, Luciana :wave:

Sorry that it's been a while since I've logged on here, but I just wanted to thank you for your thoughtful, graceful, and edifying reply.

Glory to our Lord, Jesus Christ!

I hope you are well.
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Post by LUCIANA » Sun Jul 26, 2015 3:32 pm

:clapping: :clapping: BLESSED TO SEE YOU HERE, hope all is well, yes 'THE LORD'' give me strength each day to overcome all evil, hope to see you here more often, we need to keep this site going, for the lost and those in need.
THE LORD SHINE HIS LIGHT OVER YOU RICHLY, BLESSINGS IN 'JESUS CHRIST MIGHTY NAME'' OUR SAVIOUR, PORTION, DELIVERER , OUR ALL** :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping:

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Post by AdamRS » Fri Mar 04, 2016 5:58 am

LUCIANA wrote::clapping: :clapping: BLESSED TO SEE YOU HERE, hope all is well, yes 'THE LORD'' give me strength each day to overcome all evil, hope to see you here more often, we need to keep this site going, for the lost and those in need.
THE LORD SHINE HIS LIGHT OVER YOU RICHLY, BLESSINGS IN 'JESUS CHRIST MIGHTY NAME'' OUR SAVIOUR, PORTION, DELIVERER , OUR ALL** :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping:
Hey, LUCIANA :) Been a LOOOONG time since I've last logged in on here!

The Lord has certainly led me out of a LOT of bondage, and has been ever so maturing me in my walk with Him, since I made that original post, above. I'm still encountering the enemy in lucid-state dreams often -- but am receiving more insight and victory, in Jesus' glorious name.

I've also since launched a bible study website, which includes an ongoing journal of almost all such spiritual warfare encounters that I've had. Since the website prohibits outside links, I've linked this page to my website in my profile. I'm also much more active nowadays on DISQUS, but I do intend to occasionally still log in to see how some of the regulars are still doing.

Shalom :wave:
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Post by uncertain » Sat Mar 19, 2016 12:18 pm

Hi. I may visit. It might be nice to chat?

Hebrews 10:24-25, King James Version wrote:24 And let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works:
25 Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching.
Been looking for some people to be with...
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Post by AdamRS » Sun Mar 20, 2016 8:15 pm

uncertain wrote:Hi. I may visit. It might be nice to chat?

Hebrews 10:24-25, King James Version wrote:24 And let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works:
25 Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching.
Been looking for some people to be with...
Certainly, uncertain :wave:

I have DISQUS set up on my website, if you or others would like to come on and chat :) Glory to God, I've also made a channel on DISQUS where I have weekly chat threads in place.

My DISQUS handle is 'Adam in Christ'. I changed my avatar here to match up with the avatar I use on DISQUS.

(I realize this board doesn't get too much traffic anymore...not trying to lure people away or anything, but merely sharing a more active forum that I use)
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Post by uncertain » Sat Mar 26, 2016 12:29 pm

^_^

Don't feel bad. Some of us have been crying for attention here.

I'm sure we'd love to be here if it wasn't like this... I mean, we still are. Despite all odds.

I hope but I wonder.
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Post by LUCIANA » Mon Mar 28, 2016 11:05 am

Shalom dear friend in 'JESUS CHRIST'OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR , so happy to see you growing in faith, it is wonderful that you are reaching out to others and writing your own walk with ''CHRIST'', alleluhja.
I have not ben here much my health has been challenged and also problems in the family, it has been my experience since I was born to came under attacks of the devil, I keep fighting, I am a child of ''GOD'' born of his spirit, I am now better, still come under attack from family members who don't understand and are not in ''CHRIST'', as for me I love ''my saviour and will to the end'' when I go to be with him in heaven**
We are so blessed that he called us to him, lets keep strong in faith,when I get time I will visit your site, Shalom..
THE LORD BLESS YOU AND GIVE YOU WISDOM, PEACE, UNDERSTANDING OF HIS WORD, SEND HIS HOLY ANGELS TO SURROUND YOU AND PROTECT YOU, IN 'THE LORD JESUS CHRIST NAME I PRAY'', BLESSED BE THE NAME OF' THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY ', in 'CHRIST', LOVE** :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: :clapping: PSALM 118 V 17
I SHALL NOT DIE BUT LIVE AND PROCLAIM , DECLARE THE WORKS OF THE LORD*

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Post by uncertain » Fri Apr 08, 2016 12:40 pm

Hey I fight too.
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Post by uncertain » Wed Apr 13, 2016 8:17 am

We visited you, AdamRS. :)
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Post by AdamRS » Mon Apr 18, 2016 4:32 am

I noticed that the other day, and appreciate you all coming by to say hi :wave:

The Lord has been wonderful! In this past month, God allowed me to minister deliverance teaching to a fellow believer that had walked away from a same-sex relationship. This person then emailed me back and stated that they used the authority of the name of Jesus to cast various unclean spirits out of them (including those which were causing homosexual lusts)!

Glory, glory to our Lord Jesus! :clapping: :clapping: :clapping:
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Post by uncertain » Wed May 11, 2016 12:34 am

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Post by uncertain » Sat Jul 23, 2016 5:47 pm

How are you finding DISQUS, sir? There's much badness going on in it when I see my emails. Is there something nice on there?

I've been consumed trying to get help for some issues...
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Post by AdamRS » Mon Aug 01, 2016 10:47 pm

uncertain wrote:How are you finding DISQUS, sir? There's much badness going on in it when I see my emails. Is there something nice on there?

I've been consumed trying to get help for some issues...
DISQUS is both a great place to find fellow believers -- as well as a place where you've got to "have your armor on" (Ephesians 6:11-17) and put up with nasty folk (trolls), at times.

I do have my own channel on there, though, in which I don't allow any bad people to come on and attack believers. I run it similarly to how this site used to run, when it was more active.

I got your email this morning :) I'll send you a reply back, here shortly.
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