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D.I.D.

Post by irishstout1 » Wed Jul 13, 2011 4:14 am

Do i have D.I.D? there are parts of my childhood i do not remember at all and a dream i had when first coming to the Lord seems to point in that direction------ here is the dream----- one of the very first dreams as a christian-------- in the dream i had to go to a local church or building like a church to help with chores for some reason not sure and in their office was a sign up sheet of things to be done and all of a sudden i was going to a building bar where i was to go to a party that night started walking around no one there just empty building with the feeling of being bored, alone,empty,, but i still wanted to go to the party head back to the other building and a lady said to me i should do the chore of doing something with the kids and i said no ive got a party to go to tonight, then i say ok maybe but can i be done in time to go to party, and she said yes, she said sure you will be done by 6.00 o clock pm . so i go into a room and wait for them. then the first boy comes in maybe 5-6 y/o says a smart comment then the rest come in girls and boys around the same age. i seat down and ask them what they would like to do and they say go into town and do something.. i then ask why they are ther , one boy speaks up for the rest and says why but after dream i cant remember what he says some kind of abuse or something but cant remember the word not common one! then he says we cant talk about it? i start to cry for them ( the only time i have ever cried in a dream) then a little black girl gives me a hug and stays next to me. i then tell them that iam an orphan and they start to cry out. (i then wake up and my crying will not stop un controllable for long time)---------- I STARTED HAVING A REAL PORN PROBLEM AT AGE OF NINE WHEN MY FATHER DIED, IT WASNT FROM MY PARENTS I KNOW THAT , BELIEVE IT COULD HAVE BEEN FROM A RELATIVE I WOULD SOMETIME STAY AT , DO NO REMEMBER ANYTHING, LOST MOTHER AT AGE 14. ------HELP!

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Post by RichVA » Wed Jul 13, 2011 1:13 pm

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Post by BELIEVER-IN-CHRIST » Wed Jul 13, 2011 1:21 pm

Dear Irishstout

It is not uncommon for individuals to dissociate themselves from trauma they have experienced early on in life. Many times it is a coping mechanism that is developed until the person is able to go back and attend to that area of there life that needs healing. The loss of your parents was a traumatic experience in itself and I believe God is brining up to attention area’s in your life that you need healing and deliverance from. It is possible that you may have separated yourself from an event in the past as a way to cope with the trauma that was experienced.

If this is the case and from what you are sharing with us it sounds like it just might be, it may be wise to have a deliverance minister that has experience with DID to help you through your healing and deliverance process.

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