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Lifter
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Rant

Post by Lifter » Thu Oct 29, 2020 4:24 pm

This is just a rant I have about my father and older brother. I don't expect any replies, just someone to read. Thanks. Anyways, I am about to move out of my parents house pretty soon. I just bought a new condo. Anyways, I am glad because now I get the chance to live independently by myself. My father and brother were very mean, rude, condescending, and unhelpful towards me in my childhood and teenage years. Even when I became an adult, they often speak to me in a very disrespectful, impatient, and condescending manner. I don't like my father or brother and am glad I can have my own place. At least I have control over who I want to spend my time with and talk to. I am pretty sure if I ever became a parent, I would be a much better father than my dad ever was to me. And if the roles had been reversed that I was the older brother and my older brother was younger, I am pretty sure I would have treated my younger brother much better than he ever did. I hate them both and don't want to associate with them. What sucks is that even after I move out. my parents will still be at my new house almost everyday for about 1 month because contractors are coming over everyday to make some home improvement changes. I can't stand living with my parents. They are rude, unhelpful, and uneducated in certain areas. My dad pretty much never really taught me anything and was constantly rude verbally speaking. He treated my brother poorly growing up as well. I think in his eyes, as long as he supports us financially and give us a roof over our head, he doesn't need to do anything else to be considered a good father. He was and still is very rude and displays no patience when he talks and reacts to people. Screw both my dad and brother. I don't need them. As long as I have a good job and some good friends, I don't need them in my life. They are scumbags to me who shortchanged me in life by not meeting most of my needs and being very disrespectful towards me on multiple occasssions. What is ironic is that they both at one point in time claimed to be Chrisitians and go to church regularly. Yet they both treat me and others very poorly in general, possibly even more poorly than the average person who is not a Christian. I hate my dad and brother because they mistreated me growing up and were not very helpful either. Thanks for reading. Feeling angry and upset at my unhelpful and rude family members.

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